Nan, I miss you so much it still seems so not real :( can't believe your not here with us, the fun times we used to have the laughs and discustions on different things. I remember a few months back when you was after a new seatie whilst mom dad and grandad went to Dfs me and you sat in and watched some old home movies of fun times when we used to have and treasured like bbq at martin's and us in the paddleing pool whilst you watched all us grandchildren. Also me and tom when we was little at our sports days :) i remember most school plays at christmas you and uncle norman used to come and watched.... christmas is going to be so hard without you here now :o( also i do regrett now sooooooooooo much not spending NEW years eve with you 2009 :.-( but i do hope over christmas and new year you come back to see us all we all miss you so very much, cassie is being cassie as usual bless her and everytime she comes to your house she is looking for you, she misses you too lots.... well nan i hope that you are having a party in heaven and you are looking down on us, I don't know if it was you on 3rd septemeber when we set off some lanterns at lickey hill's but myself and mark saw a shooting star? i do hope it was you nan. I love you so much and miss you so dearly we are off too spain in a couple of weeks, and i will remember the good times and memories we had in that hotel i love you xxxxxxxxxxx wish i could hear your voice ive forgotten ur voice :( xxx